Hi. Very glad to talk with you, people. It is my great privilege to talk with people who have same interest in the similar symptoms and mental hurt.
I don't know how widely should i shed light on my own private story, but I do have guts to tell you my story. I am a ptsd sufferer, have been suffered for almost 25 years. But it is hard to tell whether it is 25 years or 26 years... Why? The reason: During my nearly whole life, my father abused me physically and verbally.
The mental trauma is distinct, but I am literally clueless on how many years I have been suffered, and how many times I have been beaten. The only thing that I can recall is, I had beaten and spanked by my father since when I was a toddler.
As I hope many of you aware of aware of the ptsd, ptsd stigmazied my life. I have been suffered from the bad memory and terrible flashback. He fatally threatened and beat me and I survived. Nowadays, I screen his call. I don't want to bring back the fatal flashback.
I want to boost the accumulation of positive feelings, better self-imagery. I want to share information on how to do this effectively without any guilt or pain. Sometimes I am lonely but I am longing for your advice. And I want the advice on how not to clench or grind my teeth at night, and how not to have a nightmare of flashback, and how not to sweat a lot when I eat hot food and how to be sociable with my coworkers without feeling shame or timid or diffident, self-conscious.
We will have a better chance to talk with you later on. Thank you again. For it is my work hour, I'd get back to paperwork. Bye
I don't know how widely should i shed light on my own private story, but I do have guts to tell you my story. I am a ptsd sufferer, have been suffered for almost 25 years. But it is hard to tell whether it is 25 years or 26 years... Why? The reason: During my nearly whole life, my father abused me physically and verbally.
The mental trauma is distinct, but I am literally clueless on how many years I have been suffered, and how many times I have been beaten. The only thing that I can recall is, I had beaten and spanked by my father since when I was a toddler.
As I hope many of you aware of aware of the ptsd, ptsd stigmazied my life. I have been suffered from the bad memory and terrible flashback. He fatally threatened and beat me and I survived. Nowadays, I screen his call. I don't want to bring back the fatal flashback.
I want to boost the accumulation of positive feelings, better self-imagery. I want to share information on how to do this effectively without any guilt or pain. Sometimes I am lonely but I am longing for your advice. And I want the advice on how not to clench or grind my teeth at night, and how not to have a nightmare of flashback, and how not to sweat a lot when I eat hot food and how to be sociable with my coworkers without feeling shame or timid or diffident, self-conscious.
We will have a better chance to talk with you later on. Thank you again. For it is my work hour, I'd get back to paperwork. Bye