At the place where I live it feels very chaotic. Everyone seem s to avoid me or that they are afraid of me. I tried to tell my dad how I felt last night. But he woun't listion to a word i was saying because it was coming from a very emotional place eventully he snaped at kept getting in my face even when i told him to stop. He hasn t yelled like this for years and i went
To bed and i started to scream
All night. my dad then calls the cops
On me. I tell them i am fine and they
Leave, but the next day i wake
Up and he tells me that my screaming
Was all an act for him to feel sorry for me I then blew up in his face telling him that i never want to see him again. Worse after the cops arrive i go see the therapist and then it seem s like everyone including my therapist jump down on me. I can't take this. I already feel like i am wasting my life by feeling vegatated and not in control of my body but everyone then tells me to take resposonsabilty for my action while they ignore me
To bed and i started to scream
All night. my dad then calls the cops
On me. I tell them i am fine and they
Leave, but the next day i wake
Up and he tells me that my screaming
Was all an act for him to feel sorry for me I then blew up in his face telling him that i never want to see him again. Worse after the cops arrive i go see the therapist and then it seem s like everyone including my therapist jump down on me. I can't take this. I already feel like i am wasting my life by feeling vegatated and not in control of my body but everyone then tells me to take resposonsabilty for my action while they ignore me
