Have You Always Known?

[ShodokanJenn]

Some things I suppressed, and some things I have always known. There's really no rhyme or reason to what I suppressed and what I didn't. It was always stuff that I desperately hid from the good half of my family, even though the symptoms were always there. I was asked point blank many times growing up and even as an adult, and I always fiercely denied it. Everything that I had managed to suppress came back in a flood seven years ago, and I am still digging and clawing my way back up out of that hole.

 

[ladee]

You are making sense. Do you have a therapist who can help you with what you are going thru? It does help to make sense of how our minds work..... The memories, if there are any, will surface in their own time.. can't seem to force them... so be easy with yourself and. Many of mine are still buried.... that's ok... I don't stress over it... sending healing energy!!

 

[CBP]

Thank you for your replies its nice to have someone to talk about it with.