So my sufferer texted today. It hadn't been that long, only 2 days but no real conversation since Christmas Eve. He texted because I changed my profile pic, I knew he was on Facebook and he usually responds to my pics. So he liked it as I thought he would and it also got him to text me. That makes me wonder if maybe I should reach out more often, I'm trying to give him space but maybe he needs to hear from me more often? Not really sure which way to go.
I asked how he was and he told me dark and closed off. I told him I knew, and wished I could help. I sent him an ecard about caterpillars in dark places turning into butterflies and said I'd be there when he comes out of it. He answered that he doesn't think he will this time, he's so tired of fighting. I mentioned calling a hotline and hospitalization. He said he won't do anything like that, and that he could call his T, not to worry. I answered ok, but please check in so I don't worry, he doesn't have to say much if he doesn't want to, and Id be here when he comes out of it. I also asked him to please tell his T everything he's telling me if he hasn't already, he said he always does.
I guess I'm just posting because I want someone to tell me what to do, even though I know there's not much I can do. I'm also posting because I feel so bad and don't know what else to do. I am taking care of myself. I'm starting nutri system diet on Monday and have an exercise plan. I re-organized my room and moved furniture etc. I'm trying to reorganize my life at home and do what I can for my health and appearance. But it still doesn't stop me from worrying. Any advice, comments or conversation will be appreciated, thanks.
I asked how he was and he told me dark and closed off. I told him I knew, and wished I could help. I sent him an ecard about caterpillars in dark places turning into butterflies and said I'd be there when he comes out of it. He answered that he doesn't think he will this time, he's so tired of fighting. I mentioned calling a hotline and hospitalization. He said he won't do anything like that, and that he could call his T, not to worry. I answered ok, but please check in so I don't worry, he doesn't have to say much if he doesn't want to, and Id be here when he comes out of it. I also asked him to please tell his T everything he's telling me if he hasn't already, he said he always does.
I guess I'm just posting because I want someone to tell me what to do, even though I know there's not much I can do. I'm also posting because I feel so bad and don't know what else to do. I am taking care of myself. I'm starting nutri system diet on Monday and have an exercise plan. I re-organized my room and moved furniture etc. I'm trying to reorganize my life at home and do what I can for my health and appearance. But it still doesn't stop me from worrying. Any advice, comments or conversation will be appreciated, thanks.
