• We are a multilingual website again. Read the notice about this.
  • Understand AI use at MyPTSD: all AI use is explained in our AI help page. AI use is by choice here. It exists if you want it, but does nothing unless you choose to use it.

Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write

Attempts to answer it
1) it's my knew zone so it feels safer to stay here
2)I don't think I deserve to get better because my existence was a bad thing for too many people according to me
3) I fought too hard too long and is now too exhausted
4) I'm lazy
 
I think I should keep taking a thing at time. So if it's one I would have time to get to know the new thing before going further.
If it's two I can cheat to my brain why I'm doing it
If it's 3 I would have time to rest between each step
There is like 0.001% of probability it's four. I just want to somehow get away with not doing the thing
 
I went to the dentist for washing tooth clean. I felt horrible about how unable to wash them. I felt horrible feeling pain becoming dizzy from the position and seeing so much blood.
I felt bad for the dentist. I assumed she hates me because I don't wash my tooth unlike the last 10 times I came in the exact same state and assumed shecan deal with it.
 
Last edited:
I bought 5 pizza enough donut biscuits... for 10 people, and some things that actually are ok to eat or needed for my home

At the cashier I said I just moved then remembered the how many sugar food I bought and felt bad
 
My papers bags were so heavy and I feel so bad about the whole day but I really need to eat more and to feel better so plenty just put in oven food and sugar food
 

Donation drives

2026 Donation Goal

Goal
$1,800.00
Earned
$910.00
This donation drive ends in
0 hours, 0 minutes, 0 seconds
  50.6%
Donate

Trending content

Featured content

Latest posts

Back
Top Bottom