Hope I'll be the last diary I'll ever write

[Givrali]

I'm afraid last night repet this night because I can't afford having a bad night this night

 

[Givrali]

I should deserve a never ending admiration for only trying to go to sleep EVERY SINGLE NIGHT

 

[Givrali]

I'm exhausted and there are 20 more minutes of train to do

 

[Givrali]

I overslept now resting after a day of "work"

 

[Givrali]

I found the ugliest shower curtain

 

[Givrali]

It's now in my bathroom

 

[Givrali]

I only managed to rest late in the day. It's 2am and I'm going to bed now.

I wrote torture but didn't planned to write the aftermath of it. My suffering is becoming some fictional character suffering

 

[Givrali]

I decided to eat my lasagna this night

 

[Givrali]

I did a lot of adult stuff like laundry and forgetting my friend came to visit me today. I want to keep writing my aftermath of torture fictiona but I also want to read some fictional rape maybe I won't do neither or both

 

[Givrali]

It's quite uneasy to talk about what I read or write in a ptsd forum. Like I read things some people here gone through and write what some people here went through. Things they want never happened that shattered their life.

I know I go through sexual abuse and physical and emotional suffering. But what i read is never what happened to me.

 

[Givrali]

Feeling very depressed

 

[Givrali]

I maneged to start and finish a new story (less than 10 pages) today. I'm proud of myself

the story is all about suicide

in short in the Danganronpa Series univers, Nagito tried to kill himself 5 times and decide to fight to stay alive once