Justmehere
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I went to the ER and was clear, not homocidal, not suicidal, just anxiety that is making me sweat through my clothes and would like to be checked out and have a resource where to follow up. They agreed. Asshole or a social worker came in and I walked out due to very inappropriate remarks. Doctor agreed it was wrong and tried to get the initial person he sent. Security guarded got worked up and guarded the door so I could not leave to even use the bathroom. 7 hours later of trying to hold my pee and her refusing to allow me to peer in a bathroom -- uh, the worst happened. I peed on myself and still am humiliated by it.
The staff then said I acted wrongfully and was not on a hold. I was foricily stripped, injected with a drug I'm allergic to, left in a room butt naked for an hour-ish with just a blanket wrapped around me until they found a gown... and when my family called the hospital they would come to me complaining that this was happening and state in writing "because your family and lawyers are harassing the hospital you lose...whatever thing on the patient rights sheet they decided to take away next. They even denied a state law and their own patient rights lost of my right to contact a lawyer at "anytime" "and freedom to use the phone at anytime." They took away phone access because "your parents won't stop calling the hospital." They put me in a room with nothing. It was me and my service dog and leash for the dog and a bed. Nothing else. They stated in writing and on recordings on my phone that they deemed me not a danger to myself or others and not gravely disabled. They have no eoxmaiabrion for holding me in an ER psych room overnight. No matter how many drugs they gave me, I stayed away the whole night as PTSD symptoms were in full gear overriding it all.
It was horrifying.
My anxiety? Through the roof. Worse than ever. I keep trying to scrub off everything.
Just got home and I can't seem to be okay. I witnessed a shooting two days show, and now this.
I will never ever go to the ER for anything like this. I spoke to a lawyer and because I have audio stating I don't meet criteria for a hold I may have grounds to sue but that makes it all public.
For now, I'm trying to stop shaking. Everything is worse now. So much worse.
The staff then said I acted wrongfully and was not on a hold. I was foricily stripped, injected with a drug I'm allergic to, left in a room butt naked for an hour-ish with just a blanket wrapped around me until they found a gown... and when my family called the hospital they would come to me complaining that this was happening and state in writing "because your family and lawyers are harassing the hospital you lose...whatever thing on the patient rights sheet they decided to take away next. They even denied a state law and their own patient rights lost of my right to contact a lawyer at "anytime" "and freedom to use the phone at anytime." They took away phone access because "your parents won't stop calling the hospital." They put me in a room with nothing. It was me and my service dog and leash for the dog and a bed. Nothing else. They stated in writing and on recordings on my phone that they deemed me not a danger to myself or others and not gravely disabled. They have no eoxmaiabrion for holding me in an ER psych room overnight. No matter how many drugs they gave me, I stayed away the whole night as PTSD symptoms were in full gear overriding it all.
It was horrifying.
My anxiety? Through the roof. Worse than ever. I keep trying to scrub off everything.
Just got home and I can't seem to be okay. I witnessed a shooting two days show, and now this.
I will never ever go to the ER for anything like this. I spoke to a lawyer and because I have audio stating I don't meet criteria for a hold I may have grounds to sue but that makes it all public.
For now, I'm trying to stop shaking. Everything is worse now. So much worse.