House Finally Clean, Clutter Free & Homely:)

[NatBird]

The very first journey I had with my shaman had me facing that fog that you speak about. I couldn't a...

@shimmerz daily it is being revealed how deep that fog is. The next layer seems to be de cluttering my mind/body of foods that cause me to fog out. It's going okay the last few days by assistance of grace. Yep, this sh$t is deep!

I've connected the fog to the need to be invisible or camouflage (a manifestation of the freeze response) It has been a great medicine and protected me. It has served me well I guess now some rebalancing is happening.

If you don't mind answering I'd be interested to hear what ways the fog has manifested for you?

 

[Bloomy]

Been through the same process lately Still working on it. Last pieces is hard. Ive managed to keep atleast the official rooms like kitchen bath and living room decent. Interesting this thing with vunerability. Yeah it applies all though I never though about that.
Thanks for inspiration.

 

[shimmerz]

If you don't mind answering I'd be interested to hear what ways the fog has manifested for you?

No idea how I missed this @NatBird, but am doing that fairly frequently these days. My apologies for the delay in my response.

Fog, for me, was denial. So it was more a psychological thing. If something came up that I couldn't deal with - another blast of fog to keep me blissfully unaware and onwards I would trudge. Took about 30 years before I actually started to understand this about myself.

I still have no idea what the panic attack was about. lol. My shaman was working in the women's centre at the time and her bosses had NO idea that she was journeying me - so she kinda panicked when I started going ballistic. lol. She has since become a very good friend. Now the centre knows about her journeying people and has blessed her to continue onwards with some of her other clients.

 

[Bloomy]

@shimmerz >Im getting very curious about the shaman thing - can you share if possible please?

 

[shimmerz]

can you share if possible please?

It's a pretty long topic.... just wondering how to do that without hijacking here. Would you prefer to PM or a new posting so that others can contribute as well Bloomy?

 

[shimmerz]

Earth-centered Spirituality: Pagan, Wiccan, Druid, Native American, Other

Bloomy, here is a great place to start. I am happy to answer any questions as well.... just let me know what your preference is for how I can help you best.

 

[Bloomy]

@shimmerz - inbox is full. Make new post tomorow :-) Im well familiar with shamans and selike as Im a sami. Sami people have also the noaide. Im curious to learn about your experience cause Ive been thinking maybe this could be something. But not to hijack this thread Ill leave it to that for now :)

 

[Mim28]

Great job!! I am working on this myself. A little at a time. Partly as a diversion from my anxiety and partly because I don't function well in a cluttered environment. My clutter is a direct result of my lack of self care and I am slowly regaining that.
You should be very proud of yourself!

 

[NatBird]

@Mim28 thank you. Yes clearing was part of regaining some sense of self care for me too.
Now the trick is maintaining! Wishing you well with you're own clearing/de cluttering process:)

 

[Mim28]

Thank you NatBird, you've given me a bit of inspiration.