I dreamt that I was some kind of care worker on an out call to a military school to check on a little girl. The girl was happy and my partner and I were about to leave. Then an old employee of mine (who in real life graduated from this school) slipped into the car and asked me, "Why do we always come to you when we have a problem?" I knew he had done something bad. I asked if he needed my number so he could talk to me. He nodded, looked down. I went for my purse to write it down. The dream ended.
The old employee was a young man who was always a problem for me- a bad hire. I felt guilty the whole time he worked for me. Years later I still look back on mistakes I made with him and wish I did a better job. I woke up feeling very disturbed. In the dream his face was very clear, in exact detail, like he was really right in front of me. In some ways he made me think of my son.