Sleep was very bad again. This past couple months I don't feel rested at all. I wake up many times a night, sitting up and falling over has become the norm. Simply taking OTC sleep aids just isn't cutting the mustard anymore. I do have sleep apnea, which is my main concern and I know is a major culprit. Fortunately the Prazosin is still working, though occasionally I will purposely decide to not take the drug so that I can dream (which I feel is important now and then). I just pray it isn't another nightmare when I choose to do so.
I am taking steps to better my quality of life however. The constant fatigue throughout the day, falling asleep on the bus or in the car, or simply watching television has started to break me. Today I got a prescription for Ambien, and I hope I take well to the drug. Another thing I have done for myself is start the process of being evaluated for a sleep study. Next week I will be seeing a sleep specialist and will be given the device that measures my oxygen saturation during sleep over a period of time. If all goes well I will qualify for the sleep study. I am confident that I will finally have the major sleep issues that have been plaguing me for so long finally dealt with. I don't even know what restful sleep feels like anymore.