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How Did You Sleep Last Night?

I haven't slet for 5 nights now or eaten for 3 weeks. When I do finally get to sleep probably in the next few days, I'll have the most grusome flashbacks, wake up screaming, then probably take a tablet (been taking doggy mitazipine). I then go back to sleep and have the most stupid graphic dreams that for some reason I can actually control.

Finally I'll wake up in a stupor sometime in the afternoon, then promise myself, the dr, & husband that I wont take a doggy tab again, and go through another week of not sleeping until I'll eventually give in & take another dog tablet.

I've tried telling the dr I can't sleep by the way he eventually gave me zopiclone but they do not help me sleep for long and leave a bad taste in my mouth that even makes water taste vile. So I'm back to vet med, well at least it helps me sleep, it's probably the same as human version anyway.
 
Maybe I'll try drinking myself to sleep, always used to work before.

Ahh then there's the sleep walking and talking though, always worse after a few by husband's version.

Him: what are you doing
Me: The moon's in the room......ANGELS ANGELS!
Him: Come back to bed.
Me: I got to clean the poo out of the saucepans.

:)

That's if he wakes up and catches me. Otherwise I've walked a mile and woken up, woke up in the car, down the road, halfway out of an upstairs window, on the balcony etc etc etc you get the drift. If my PTSD ain't a nightmare I am anyway. If I'm sleeping......Poor hubby deserves a medal.

NOT that there's ever been poo in my saucepan's mind, not that I know of anyway. :)

It must've been the zebra I was chasing one night.
 
I slept good last night but could have slept longer. My husband woke me up for something he could not do. I need to go to bed earlier than I have been. I keep falling asleep in the chair and miss watching my movies.
 

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