How Low Can it Go?

[rob4444]

sorry if ive triggerred you GRass,ill try and be a little more cautious in future.......thanks for all the support people..this episode has really pushed the limits........my girl ,jess,assures me things are looking up..new apartment with less travel and no need for taxis and her relationship has healed....but as shes been in care after a serious suicide attempt a couple of years ago,and is strugling with bi-polar we dont have much luck trying to keep it from our thoughts...

 

[GR-ass]

*hugs* don't worry about it hon, just remember to put in a warning *hugs* I hope that she keeps getting better *hugs* *hugs* *hugs*

*hugs* some more. How are you coping with it now?

 

[rob4444]

weve just got to wait it out..the offender is trying to claim consent...but we saw the torn clothes and bruising not to mention emotional distress...poor thing...bad way to have your first time...cops say hes going away for a very long time,and will be deported on release...just hope we get a good judge....the wife and i are back in weekly therapy,just gotta wait and see..

 

[rob4444]

jess's attacker is becoming desperate,aplying for bail every second week..hes in remand,and now knows hes about to be dropped feet first into a yard full of the psyco,sadistic mongrels who i once refered to as bro...tough shit asshole..shoulda done your homework..its gonna be jihad on his ass....on the home front everything has collapsed...this was the second christmas with my family...ive always been away in the truck..last year i wanted to die..the stress of no money for food or presents,and everyone giving...this year on arrival at my sisters,i ventured into a rainforest trail wich ended after a few miles,and i kept going..and going...got back in time to say goodbye and go home...best christmas of my life....its all too much for my wife now,especially since the dissociation has gotten worse...i know if i leave it will only be a gesture..i wont live a day without her..but i cant stay here,switching constantly..filled with rage..im going bush.