How Would You Describe The Pain Of Your Sexual Assault To Your Therapist?

[Surefoot]

See no point in doing so.
Besides, I dissociated so damn much that I really don't remember the pain, if there was any, anymore.
Hard part is possibily explaining the pleasure...

For some like myself who suffered the assault at age 5-6. there really is no memory of the immediate pain or suffering. The true pain and suffering comes from the way those events twisted my psyche. I grew up thinking I was no good and I was ultra sensitive as to how others viewed me. The real pain and suffering arose from not being able to form into the person I could have been. I have learned however not to wallow in the 'What could have been' but focus on redirecting my energies toward being the best person I can be in spite of the many defects!