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How's Your Day Been? Each Day is Different, So Make Your Mark Daily

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Today was pretty good, didn't have to yell at any snot-nose-know-it-all-teenager-wannabees today....LOL...(I actually enjoy working with these kids!!). Anxiety level is a bit up today, though, as I prepare for a meeting with a parent tomorrow who thinks it's perfectly acceptable for her son to turn work in a month or more late and wants to fight us taking points off for it (actually, my attititude is, hey turn it in, but it won't get graded cause I can't take off so many points or else it would have a negative point grade on it!). She also expects us to stay afterschool for her son to make up any work he missed - mind you, not because he was absent from class, but because he just didn't "feel like doing" it at the time. She says that she's talked this over with her son and he absolutely hates the idea so she thinks it might be the motivation he needs to do his work in class when it's assigned. She expects that any time she emails any one of us, we should instantly jump online and respond to her every need, even if the reply is to say that we read the email and will get back to her. I don't even have time to go to the bathroom, much less jump online with a parent whenever she feels like it. I am lucky if I can check my email once a day, and then it's usually at the end of the day...

I'll let you know tomorrow how it all ends up...

But other than that, my day has gone pretty well...
 
My day sucked the big one... nothing but issues today. I'm still completely exhuasted and my smart-ass father called at 7:30am to wake me up because he was up. Lucky he called me, if he had have been at the door I would have brained him. Next came a fight with the store I was trying to buy a cell phone at, then the bank, after that my Dad came to visit and reamed me out about my lack of finances, then came therapy... UCK. Haven't even looked at a school book today. Then came catching my 11 year old in lie about his lunch (now he's into self starvation, omg) and on and on it goes. I just want to sleep for the next week.

Therapist told me I'm not doing so well. HAHA, no shit.

Bec

Ohh, I forgot about the dog shit episode.. The neighbor, right in front of me, let her dog shit in my yard then just walked away. So Bec, got the shovel, walked in front of her car as she tried to leave and flung the shit back in her yard. She says to me "I should have picked that up", I said, "yes , you should have." Horrid dog owners.... GRRRR
 
My day started out great...cont. great...is great for the time being...and I hope it ends great this evening once my husband comes home from singing and we watch a movie he rented earlier this evening. My great day is highly unusual and may or may not ever occur again. The one thread of dissatisfaction today was I am a smoker, but I didn't overdue it. Tonight's bedtime story for the kids was our stories of Bobo, the big pink elephant. They want so much to have a part in posting one of these sent. Also, I read to my kids, kid's wisdom from Chicken Soup for the Kid's Soul. Homework's complete. Karate & Dance complete. Kids in bed and soon in will walk the man...:kiss: My man...I love this man.:wink:
 
becvan

Sorry you had such a sh#*tty day. I was typing how my day went, walked away from comp. finished, submitted and now I see and read yours. If it's any help, yesterday was terrible for me and just 24 hrs. later with some willingness it has improved greatly. Today was no easy day, but it was great and I truly hope for some release for you too, soon. Very, very soon.
 
Crazy....but moving on

:eek: I got up set alarm for another hour but didn't end up waking until 2 pm as I had not pushed the button to turn it on....I had an appt. with my psychodoc at 3 pm and it takes over an hour to get there:eek: So I rushed..got ready and hit the road...ZOOM!!!! I was an hour late but that's okay with him as he usually runs behind....[He's the only doc I know who sees you even if you are an hour late and doesn't charge $25]....I talked over my decision to really get into my TRAUMA via Anthony...this forum...my one friend...and my therapist....He said it sounded good to him...then we discussed about taking me off a med to make it more possible for me to get in touch with my feelings....so I am now off the remeron I was on...he said that it was the one that was doing the least for me and just stopping....there should be no side effects....I am taking him at his word and not worrying about it!!!
 
That is pretty funny Bec.... hopefully a bit of relief for you even flinging some dog shit back at the neighbours yard. Done that myself before... cracked myself up afterwards.
 
wanders in

Erghs. Got to love. . .what day is it today???

Tuesdays.
Migraine is still hanging around, brother dearest is begging money and parents dears have been fighting again.

GR'ass hid out in her room till everyone disapeared. And I'm back to third person. Fi-ine. I hid out in my room till everything quietened down.
Some times I wish I could be a bit like the 'rents, be able to blow up and then go back to being happy as larry.
Ergh, I wish. I tend to blow up and not come down to a normal less angsty mood.

On top of all that I am PMS ing and have the worst cramps imaginable (at least they haven't made me pass out this month). Though I did sleep last night (if three hours is counted as sleep).

Go figure.

oh, I know, FTMI.
 
Good day for hubby, his "new" notebook computer arrived today so he can really get stuck into writing his journal. He was really happy to get his new toy & he look of happiness on his face was worth it!
 
My day is starting well. I have power again! Last night my little one was doing the whole "art imitates life" thing. She had the flash light out lastnight while we were in the dark. She was saying, Be quiet! yes, you did! No, I didn't! Over and over... I look up to see she is doing a shadow puppet show on the ceiling with her hands talking to each other... Sad but about right. Now to go clear my mind and enjoy some peace for a while since kids are at school and to take care of a few e mails :) I know not much planned but every bit counts in my head.
 
Slightly better day. Had some lip from a trio of students this afternoon. Chucked them out of the class, so that solved that problem very quickly. The rest of the students have never worked so hard!! Should do that more often!

Played with some snakes today too, which was fun, although the tortoises were making love throughout the class - complete with sound effects. Never work with animals or children!!!
 
Today sucks! I was going to say I do not know why but that's not true. I got no sleep yesterday. Ok about 2 hours. Then I woke up with a nighmare. Involving the kids and the ex. Lovely. The worst part though was that Gracie was fitting it downstairs (toddlers do that I know) and her crying and screaming bled over into my dreams.

So then to go along with the pictures in my head I have real kid crying. Fell out of bed about the time the 2 x 4 hit my back. I spent about 3 hours sitting on the apt stairs just trying to breath and writing in my journal.

Then I had to work all night. Still not able to sleep today and I can't stop shaking. Have to go to work in 3 hours. On the plus side it is my Friday so even if it goes crappy at least I do not have to get up and do it tomorrow.
 
A surprisingly decent day. I have not had many fits out of little one. Most were big sister induced. Did not worry about dinner or worry about hubs worry about dinner more like it... Stopped and got the kids take out. Son went in.

Hubs is doing something with the second job and not home yet tonight. It is about the kids bedtime. Boys have been upstairs little one has been minimul trouble, teen girl just annoying the hell out of me, but not pissing me off :thumbs-up Though when I told my buddy what she did he said I should have whooped her ass... Not my cup of tea. Though some days I wonder. I am sure he will give her grief when he comes back around.

I have tense muscles that are sore with a light headache but that is all. I felt at ease enough that I really did not feel an urge to take my meds this afternoon. I know I will pay hell if I don't tomorrow but still did not take the usual dose. Just did not feel I needed it, or wanted it so just took a little.

Trying to keep my chin up about hubs having to take a second job. I know why he has to but trying to tell myself it is "not my fault". He has been a dear about it and not an ounce of guilt tossed my way by him so it helps a lot. Just miss him.

No T.V., radio, video games, downstairs anyway, on. Sipping tea. And trying to stay relaxed keeping the kids quiet. Try to stay calm and eased.

Ordered 100 chicks today. They will be here next week. They were on sale at a really good price that I could not pass up and are the fast growing crosses that will be ready for the freezer in about 2 months. Never raised those kind before so it will be a new experience. I usually raise my own I breed for the freezer but I just was not up to hatching much this year. Well, I can look at it like this, they are already hatched so I don't have to worry about a power outage screwing up the incubator... Like it did my goose eggs this year.

I am already looking forward to Spring and hatching babies. Little turkey, goose, guinea, chicken, ducks... Nice to be looking forward to something instead of worring about something else!

Pretty uneventful day and I am really liking it that way opposed to yesterday's chaos. Only one stupid thing the animals pulled... I had a pane of glass break in my back window. I mean it has to be something like 12 x 16 inches... One of my 100lb dogs some how squeezed her way though it, and it was up high. I would not have believed it but she was in the brooder where a very wet chicken had been that needed some TLC was. Dog asleep in the wood shavings and a pissed off chicken running around the mud room. I yell at the dog and she leaps over the side on to feed bins and squirmed right back through... I would say stupid damn dog, but it was pretty slick! Need to fix the window. And this chicken cracks me up. It thinks it is a duck, hatched out by one. And stays in the duck/goose yard in all the rain and weather. It found its way back out on its own and flew back over the fence in the duck yard. It was an accidental hatching... duck found the eggs and decided to just sit on them LOL.

Speak of the devil... that ass of a dog just walked up and stuck her head in my lap. In again. yes, fix the window...
 
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