Sexual Assault I Am A Male And Have Been Sexually Assaualted

[ohyeah00]

I was in middle school at the time, I am a male and I had a lot of female friends at the time. My female friends invited me over to mess around like a normal kid. I had never thought about sex before, I was to young to even want to have sex.

We all played truth or dare in the basement, and did silly dares. My guy friend and his girlfriend went upstairs to be alone. Which left me with two girls, it was awkward for me. I decided to find him, as I was going up the stairs the two girls stopped me. They grabbed my pants and started pulling them down, I kept resisting trying to hold them up. I kept saying "stop" over and over, but they just kept pulling. They got my pants off and I was left with my underwear, they both tried forcing them off also. Which they happened to pull off, it was just me butt naked and they started to play with it. My friend happened to open the door near us and they stopped. I just sat on the floor after they left in shock, I have never told anyone this.

No one would care, honestly they would think this was awesome. I wasn't into sex at all, I didn't even think about sex. I was so confused why they wanted to see down there, and it really left me shook for a while. Also those girls were friends and one had a crush on me for the longest time.

 

[Stickler]

That sounds really emotionally painful and shocking.

 

[heyheyhey]

I'm really sorry, that sounds horrible. Have you thought about contacting any groups that work with male survivors? Might be validating and healing to share it with people who have had similar experiences to yourself.

 

[Esterio]

I was in middle school at the time, I am a male and I had a lot of female friends at the time. My fema...

Thanks for the post ohyeah00. Welcome to this forum
I'm sorry you had to go though that. while most think it is always the male that is the aggressor, females can and do play a leading roll. When I was a 14 year old run away, I got drunk and sick and passed out at a party. To wake up the this women trying to get hard so she could have sex with me. I remember her being dragged off of me.

I still think of that and it turns my stomach. I'm 62 now, that was a long time ago. Just one more of many to live through. Do you think this has caused you to have PTSD? Have you talked to a consular, therapist or your family doctor they maybe able to help you sort it out. my family doctor has aways been my first one I go to start.

Now though I am seeing a therapist to talk about all those things. I have a diagnosis cPTSD. Not a lot of men would admit to that story. So it might be hard to get many to talk. are you still in school? There is lots a good caring and supportive people here. I hope you can find the answers you need. thanks for the thought.
Peace be safe