I contacted The American Music Therapy Association to get a list of certified therapists where I am at that specialize in PTSD. Guess what...they got 3 or 4 here in my area. I am going to call some of them in a bit and see if I can add that to my therapy. This way if I get stuck I can use music as well to help me. Knowing that there will be a certified therapist who will understand both being a musician and the healing aspects of therapy might be the final notch I need to succeed in my healing.