I Am Grateful To Be At Myptsd

[Bloomy]

Ah yes - 5 min since friday passed - time to be unhappy again then?

:chicken::inpain::joyful::D

 

[Deleted member 28403]

@Gadgie

Yes indeed!

I feel like such a burden often, but also quite hurt sometimes when not understood. Tricky situations

 

[Bloomy]

For those who supporters yeah sure Gadgie. I dont have. But I have you guys here :happy:

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Haha, bloomy, didn't know norway was same timezone as I was

 

[Bloomy]

@Gadgie

Yes indeed!

I feel like such a burden often, but also quite hurt sometimes...

Is it tricky you think cause our childhood where spent to survive and we didnt have the right or possibility to speak up for our self and be heard? That we didnt have the love & care we should have had?

Nah - lets keep happy thoughts for now Saelben :) We are here & now & little by little with the torch (support) & bravery we will find the way out of the tunnel. Including realising there are ups & downs, for better & for worse & thats also part of life - of being human :happy:

 

[Milo's papa]

@Bloomy,

You're right, this Forum is a fantastic place. The support I've gotten here over the years has often been a lifeline to sanity.
Many thanks to Anthony and Nicolette.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

@Bloomy Thank you for the encouraging words :hug: I agree

@Milo's papa
Indeed, this palce saved my life a couple times

 

[Bloomy]

Today I figured out the rugsack theory.

We all carry rugsacks and us that have PTSD have a heavier load then others. We will always carry that rugssack. But we can choose to keep it heavy or make it easy.
Keeping it heavy is easy. Just let all them rocks be in the rugsack. Dont dare to take them out in broad daylight and look at them. Hey - maybe they will turn out being trolls?
But trolls actually burst in broad daylight. The same as the stones we carry in our rugsack. If we take them out and let them have some fresh air. Look at them, study them with curiosity and interest and care they will burst to.
And atleast the rugsack will be a easier load to carry.

 

[Bloomy]

@Bloomy Thank you for the encouraging words :hug: I agree

@Milo's papa[/...

:hug::happy:

 

[Deleted member 28403]

@Bloomy
My choice has always been to chuck the rugsack away, but then it gets tangled to my lag, so I drag it around for a while.

 

[Bloomy]

Yeah Ive done a lot with that rugsack in the past too (and still do at times as you know :oops: ) But I just realised this that to unpack the rugsack and say its ok is actually quite ok. Today atleast :)

 

[Deleted member 28403]

@Bloomy
But some of the stones are on fire, red hot, and others are frozen. Some are sharp and stingy. It's a hard thing to do