Jazmine, still have those days of collapsing but manageable. When parts are arising, there is the child in fear and shivering and the part/parts that are raging. Unfortunately, if I’m massively triggered I have a part that really wants to fight, scream and attack.. I have only had three incidents where this happend, I take on a man like behavior (That part is a man ) and then I’d spit or become a pitbull.. then I fall into a Child Mode, crying and in massive fear, shame. This creates so much despair that I end up crying for Days. After years of therapy that part hasn’t been activated and I’m stable! But I still need to work on this..wonder how long it will take me to be okay and not feel like this every time.