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I'm so confused and don't know if it was sexual abuse or my own fault. I'm sure talking about it will help me sort it out but I'm not sure what to say to friends or family because I feel like I was at fault too. I was very drunk but so was he and we were hanging out with friends and being flirty and getting very touchy. They left and things escalated a little but because they left I said we should go to, but he said no and grabbed my wrist and pulled me back. I didn't really say anything and I didn't resist. We starting having sex and I remeber waking up to him asking me if I was still with him. He asked me this a couple times without stopping. When I asked to get out again he said no and pulled me back. Again I didn't really resist. I don't know what to do. I haven't stopped thinking about it since and I really want some guidance or reassurance that I'm not crazy
