Hi!
Everything was going ok. I was speaking with my friend almost every day, and even when it was not long calls (around 5 minutes), he was opening more, he was even making videocalls... I was happy about that
So I decided to speak again about visit him. I told him that I understood that maybe it was difficult for him if I enter in his "space" so I proposed to go to a hotel near of his town. But then HE proposed me to go to PARIS for a weekend. I told him that it was not necessary (because I know he doesnt have many time and many money) but he insisted to go, and he even made a search for hotel rooms for both. I asked him what date he would like, and HE told me the end of august
I was sooooooooo happy. We spoke about have a meeting the next day to book the flight tickets
Then, the next day he was very busy. And the next, and the next. And one week later, I asked him to do that night because tickets would increase in price. And he told me ok, this afternoon we will buy the tickets.
In the afternoon (three hours later) he told me that he was not able to go to the travel because he had a lot of work. I told him that I understood, and that maybe I could go to his city and we could meet a little time after work. At first he said maybe, I will told you, and several days he said NO. And he hasnt phone me again. He speak to me if I phone him, but very distant
I was so happy because everything was so nice, and we were speaking more frequently, and we were going to be together for a weekend, and he had proposed me to go to a such a nice place like Paris, and suddenly everything has vanished. I had a friend and plans for meetings and I feel that now I have NOTHING
And I feel so guilty, maybe I pressured him too much for the travel and everything is my fault
I am so sad
Everything was going ok. I was speaking with my friend almost every day, and even when it was not long calls (around 5 minutes), he was opening more, he was even making videocalls... I was happy about that
So I decided to speak again about visit him. I told him that I understood that maybe it was difficult for him if I enter in his "space" so I proposed to go to a hotel near of his town. But then HE proposed me to go to PARIS for a weekend. I told him that it was not necessary (because I know he doesnt have many time and many money) but he insisted to go, and he even made a search for hotel rooms for both. I asked him what date he would like, and HE told me the end of august
I was sooooooooo happy. We spoke about have a meeting the next day to book the flight tickets
Then, the next day he was very busy. And the next, and the next. And one week later, I asked him to do that night because tickets would increase in price. And he told me ok, this afternoon we will buy the tickets.
In the afternoon (three hours later) he told me that he was not able to go to the travel because he had a lot of work. I told him that I understood, and that maybe I could go to his city and we could meet a little time after work. At first he said maybe, I will told you, and several days he said NO. And he hasnt phone me again. He speak to me if I phone him, but very distant
I was so happy because everything was so nice, and we were speaking more frequently, and we were going to be together for a weekend, and he had proposed me to go to a such a nice place like Paris, and suddenly everything has vanished. I had a friend and plans for meetings and I feel that now I have NOTHING
And I feel so guilty, maybe I pressured him too much for the travel and everything is my fault
I am so sad
