Happy holidays everyone.
I don't know what to write. I feel like I'm not supposed to say anything. Does anyone else feel like a burden when they speak?
I was home for Christmas. I took the train home with my brother to see my mother. My brother and I took on the project of trying to put up my mother's new microwave over the stove. It turned out to be a bigger project than we expected.
I was getting stressed and the coaching from my mother in the background was getting on my nerves. I snapped and on Christmas I blurted out that I need her to stop! She's stressing me out, I have PTSD, diagnosed, having worked in years, just stop!
This is the first time I told her.
I regret saying anything. Especially on Christmas. I just left. My brother and I were going to leave together but I couldn't bare being around them.
I feel awful. I feel like I ruined Christmas for them.
I don't know what to write. I feel like I'm not supposed to say anything. Does anyone else feel like a burden when they speak?
I was home for Christmas. I took the train home with my brother to see my mother. My brother and I took on the project of trying to put up my mother's new microwave over the stove. It turned out to be a bigger project than we expected.
I was getting stressed and the coaching from my mother in the background was getting on my nerves. I snapped and on Christmas I blurted out that I need her to stop! She's stressing me out, I have PTSD, diagnosed, having worked in years, just stop!
This is the first time I told her.
I regret saying anything. Especially on Christmas. I just left. My brother and I were going to leave together but I couldn't bare being around them.
I feel awful. I feel like I ruined Christmas for them.