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I miss how I used to feel around other people. I've never had much confidence or much felt deserving of positive regard from human beings, but I used to have shed loads more of it than I have now. Now I'm scared shitless of people.
Smells like fish, tastes fishier? (Sorry couldn't help myself....)
I miss my first pet cat after we got married, Spooky, we were like soul mates. She liked 3 people, me, my dad, and a guy I worked with. She put up with the wife because she fed her.
When I was home she was in my lap. Except when we played....hours and hours chasing each other, and she played fetch.
And it was her job to get me to sleep every night. My wife swore she didn't purr - but she would curl up with her back against my chest and purr just loud enough - boom - out like a light.