I Realize That I

[Ronin]

@Zoogal, I'm sorry for your loss.

& Sad to say, but maybe he wouldn't be here. That decision was his, and his alone. Some decisions aren't something anyone else can do something with.

 

[Gs172003]

@Zoogal, I'm sorry for your loss.

& Sad to say, but maybe he wouldn't be here. That de...

Maybe. But maybe not. About a month before he did it he had a truck accident where he had no breaks. He was a mechanic in the service. I asked him how does a mechanic not have breaks and he said he was just lazy. But after his wreck he stayed with my mom and at one point said he didn't want to be alone. He wanted help. I didn't know or I would have gave it to him.

 

[Ronin]

Feeling with you, @Zoogal. And at loss for words, but (quiet care).

 

[Gs172003]

Feeling with you, @Zoogal. And at loss for words, but (quiet care).

Thank you

 

[The Albatross]

I realize that though I am not at my personal standards, I am still on a trajectory to continue to improve.

 

[The Albatross]

I realize that I still trend to pick and choose what to share and with whom. Though, these days it has more to do with others than shame/blame/guilt and more to do with acting in line with my base character. I don't need to overshare like I used to.

 

[Anrish]

@The Albatross : One does not always have to share - share with yourself. ;) ...being selfish is hard, I know. :notworthy:

I realize that I cannot do everything at once.

 

[The Albatross]

Very true, I do get flummoxed about what to say and what to contain... even how to make that sit "well". Something to consider to be sure.

 

[Lionheart]

I realize that blame and responsibility are two different things...I accept responsibility for myself and my life yet, I am not to blame for everything that goes wrong or has gone wrong in my life.

 

[Jenfa]

I realize that I beat my own slave drums.

 

[Heather]

I realize I need to dial it back...not everything is a big deal. Choosing battles has been hard for me.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I realize that I deserve dignity and respect from my former colleagues.