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Having gained a deep sense of inner peace, I finally found some happiness for myself. However, I did not get to this place alone, I have had friends, family and even strangers support me through the rough times when happiness was a lost memory and there was no end to the darkness in sight. I struggle everyday as well, I am disabled with PTSD, Major Depressive Disorder, Chronic Fatigue Immune Dysfunction Syndrome, Fibromyalgia and COPD. I am 48 years old and live at home with my 73 yr old mother. I have had 10+ years of professional therapy and have struggled most all my life to survive, sometimes without help. I guess I measure my happiness differently than I used to. My values have changed, I think for the better as I no longer put conditions on my happiness. I simply choose to be happy in spite of it all, although I would be lying if I said it is easy or that I am always happy because I'm not, (and I still need antidepressant medication to keep the depression at bay). Still I have a sense of peace and happiness that comes from surviving the battle to fight another day. I wish for you this same happiness and more. You deserve to be happy as much as anyone else does!
 
Happiness is an intresting topic. It kinda reminds me of romance. Some where a long time ago am man gave flowers and chocolate to a woman. From then on the bar was set and any man who wanted to show a girl he liked her, he had to have flowers and chocolate in his hands. Not all people even like flowers and chocolate. The flowers die, and the chocolate gives a couple of pounds on our asses. Is THAT romantic? I don't think so.
So who sets the bar on what Happiness should be? I think we have to make up our own, individual minds as to what makes each of us happy.
What would it take for YOU to be happy?
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