I Saw My Mother Today.

[Loner]

Thanks. I guess I can tell myself good job for being mature with her and stuff, but I don't feel like oh I'm so far along in my recovery etc. I mean I guess I've come a long ways and I'm proud of that but its not like I get to just bask in the glory of that, it still just feels really lonely to interact with my family, I'm not mad at my mother any more its just so lonely cus I know she will never really care about or value me. Where else in life can one find that kind of love? Not anywhere I don't think. I mean I guess its ok, it is what it is and theres no changing things, (or who she is) but its just lonely. I really appreciate the support I've gotten on this website.