I've been to a lot of therapists and learned some very important lessons from them. Some have been very shady, others been rather supportive and yet today when I really needed someone to express my inner pain I met probably the very last therapist I will ever attend.
I had no high expectations entering, all I wanted was to believe that I could have a voice being heard and that's it. Unlike one wonderful therapist I had who really didn't make the room feel uncomfortable, this one therapist made everything feel isolated and filled with anxiety. Luckily for me I didn't give away to much to the therapist but I had one final trigger until I decided to leave, with that he/she became very aggressive. and that was just it. I felt very strong having the guts to just leave, not feeling comfortable but also incredibly offended by some assaults he/she claimed before I left the room. That one therapist did interrupt me repeatedly and also claimed that I should not come over to express my emotional situation. I mean come on:banghead: that's why I went in the first place.
One thing's for sure is, that I'm never heading back there again.
Now I'm living a rather painful lifestyle with lots of emotional manipulation in the household and I couldn't feel more invisible and depressed than I do now. And the other therapist who is now more like a mentor. I pay to have session with online and we're divided from one another as well.
I had no high expectations entering, all I wanted was to believe that I could have a voice being heard and that's it. Unlike one wonderful therapist I had who really didn't make the room feel uncomfortable, this one therapist made everything feel isolated and filled with anxiety. Luckily for me I didn't give away to much to the therapist but I had one final trigger until I decided to leave, with that he/she became very aggressive. and that was just it. I felt very strong having the guts to just leave, not feeling comfortable but also incredibly offended by some assaults he/she claimed before I left the room. That one therapist did interrupt me repeatedly and also claimed that I should not come over to express my emotional situation. I mean come on:banghead: that's why I went in the first place.
One thing's for sure is, that I'm never heading back there again.
Now I'm living a rather painful lifestyle with lots of emotional manipulation in the household and I couldn't feel more invisible and depressed than I do now. And the other therapist who is now more like a mentor. I pay to have session with online and we're divided from one another as well.
