I am on here because my PTSD has gotten really bad and it is ruining my life. I have dealt with it for as long as I can remember. I struggle with flashbacks and nightmares. I am always on guard, night terrifies me. I trust no one and I am very paranoid and suspicious of people. I struggle in any attempt of a relationship, I disassociate at times, have many triggers. I have also had other things as a result of my inability to cope. I am doing my best at this time to maintain my life. I am a single mom and I work full time. My child also has issues they struggle with and it is really hard sometimes. In the last year many things have occurred that have triggered my PTSD and it has all left me really broken. I seem to really need someone to talk to and there isn't anyone so I am trying this.