I'm still here. I posted some updates in my diary. He's been in touch a little. I didn't mention the woman on Facebook. He wondered why I deleted my facebook. I didn't tell him the real reason.
I'm trying not think about him as much. Been reading a lot. There's just not much to do. Well there's lots to do just not anyone to do it with. I'm getting friendly with a woman from work. Her son is moving out, he's her last child to go, and there's another women who's children are gone as well. It's just both of them already have lots of friends and big families and are happily married.
On a more positive note, I went back to the Dr and she changed my BP med. So far I haven't had a reaction to this new pill. Hopefully I can get my BP under control and my heart rate. I've been having SOB and chest tightness when I walk and climb stairs. I do have asthma and the cold makes it worse, but the Dr thinks it's my heart rate as well. If I can resolve that, I hope to get myself moving more.
Winter is hard for me. I always get seasonal depression, then we all this stuff with my sufferer it's a million times worse.
I'm taking baby steps, but positive ones for myself. I never wanted to let him go, but I don't know if he'll be back. It's seems like he's moved on, so it's time for me to do the same.
I'm trying not think about him as much. Been reading a lot. There's just not much to do. Well there's lots to do just not anyone to do it with. I'm getting friendly with a woman from work. Her son is moving out, he's her last child to go, and there's another women who's children are gone as well. It's just both of them already have lots of friends and big families and are happily married.
On a more positive note, I went back to the Dr and she changed my BP med. So far I haven't had a reaction to this new pill. Hopefully I can get my BP under control and my heart rate. I've been having SOB and chest tightness when I walk and climb stairs. I do have asthma and the cold makes it worse, but the Dr thinks it's my heart rate as well. If I can resolve that, I hope to get myself moving more.
Winter is hard for me. I always get seasonal depression, then we all this stuff with my sufferer it's a million times worse.
I'm taking baby steps, but positive ones for myself. I never wanted to let him go, but I don't know if he'll be back. It's seems like he's moved on, so it's time for me to do the same.
