frogthroat
Diamond Member
I was diagnosed with it at 14 but didn't seek treatment until 29. I love my T but I hate the mental health system. I was recently hospitalized and I can tell you the midwest psych unit still treated me like they did in 2002. It's definitely a punishment. "You put yourself here. You have to cheer up. Why did you let yourself get so down?" Plus, my privacy wasn't respected at all. If I didn't take the meds or sign myself in they would've gotten a court order. It was horrible.
I don't tell anyone I have PTSD or depression. My brother understands because he's struggling with it too and my parents ignore it. My stepdad has been cool about it. He was the only one who visited me in the hospital. Basically, I was threatened with being imprisoned in the psychward until I lost my job and everything else. That'll teach me and it did. I would rather die then tell anyone if I have feelings of hurting myself again.
I see why people go for years without treatment. Depending where you are and what kind treatment you're provided you're blown off or misdiagnosed.
I don't tell anyone I have PTSD or depression. My brother understands because he's struggling with it too and my parents ignore it. My stepdad has been cool about it. He was the only one who visited me in the hospital. Basically, I was threatened with being imprisoned in the psychward until I lost my job and everything else. That'll teach me and it did. I would rather die then tell anyone if I have feelings of hurting myself again.
I see why people go for years without treatment. Depending where you are and what kind treatment you're provided you're blown off or misdiagnosed.