Lashed Out

[Wigin]

Aaackk
:bag:

I may have just ended my relationship

I did something that triggered my sufferer. It was physically harmless (threw a pillow at her), but has obvious emotional consequences, that I understood going in

On the one hand I feel truly horrible for it. I didn't mean to put her in that place of trauma I know she went to. On the other its not any worse than stuff I forgive her for all the time and it was a mistake and I just slipped in a moment of frustration at being disrespected and I'm definitely not physically able to do any real physical damage to her

I feel so constantly ignored and stepped on

I hate so much that there is such a dual standard in this relationship

Ugh maybe it's for the best anyway

 

[Runep]

It's only human to lose your temper sometimes.

 

[Awa]

Aaackk
:bag:

I may have just ended my relationship

I did something that triggered my sufferer. It was physically harm...

PTSD is a selfish disorder. It gets hard to hold back our feelings so our "sufferer" doesn't trigger. Good luck.