A friend of mine is a former police officer with our National Police Force which is known as the RCMP up here in Canada. It’s full of crazy long standing history. My friend got clocked for PTSD and can no longer perform. But he was incredibly proud of his time, his performance, his investment. While he hates being sidelined, he’s proud because his fall is in solidarity with colleagues lost. He started collecting old memorabilia, old uniforms, badges, photographs. He calls the collection his badge of courage and pride of time served. He’s proud of the time he put in. I won’t give away the event that dropped him. Nothing wrong with appreciating the past :)