I can relate as I used to suffer with anxiety. It is no fun at all and I really hope that you find the peace you deserve and can wake up and enjoy the day without allthe nerve racking thoughts thumping around in your head.
I have never had to deal with that many legal people betraying the system but it doesn't surprise me. Then again my outlook on people in general is very dim as I have seen somany bad instead of good people. It is hard not to think negatively when stuff like that happens.
Just remember that we are all different and the way this is affecting you is only YOUR way of dealing with it and you should not feel guilty about that dear. You are just dealing with it and the feelings in the only way you know how to because you are who you are and theres nothing wrong with that :)
I have never had to deal with that many legal people betraying the system but it doesn't surprise me. Then again my outlook on people in general is very dim as I have seen somany bad instead of good people. It is hard not to think negatively when stuff like that happens.
Just remember that we are all different and the way this is affecting you is only YOUR way of dealing with it and you should not feel guilty about that dear. You are just dealing with it and the feelings in the only way you know how to because you are who you are and theres nothing wrong with that :)