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Stand up tall..
I feel like I’ve had a weight lifted from my shoulders.
Recently broken up with a ptsd sufferer from war and the relationship was like being in a washing machine.
I was literally shaken up every week from not knowing what to do, what to say, being blamed, emotionally targeted, told I didn’t understand him....the list goes on.
Instead of walking away I remained thinking it would get better.
The ourbursts got worse. I felt for him because I loved him.
But then the event of him possibly sleeping with someone else came along. He denied it and I supported that.
But as time went on my doubts got clearer.
He came off his meds and all was exacerbated! Ten times more so.
There was nothing I could do. He projected onto me and it was the end. I tried to make it work but at the end of the day he is unwell and I can’t help him. Because he won’t help himself. I was blamed for my faults...
Sad situation. But this forum has helped me hugely...so thank you.
Recently broken up with a ptsd sufferer from war and the relationship was like being in a washing machine.
I was literally shaken up every week from not knowing what to do, what to say, being blamed, emotionally targeted, told I didn’t understand him....the list goes on.
Instead of walking away I remained thinking it would get better.
The ourbursts got worse. I felt for him because I loved him.
But then the event of him possibly sleeping with someone else came along. He denied it and I supported that.
But as time went on my doubts got clearer.
He came off his meds and all was exacerbated! Ten times more so.
There was nothing I could do. He projected onto me and it was the end. I tried to make it work but at the end of the day he is unwell and I can’t help him. Because he won’t help himself. I was blamed for my faults...
Sad situation. But this forum has helped me hugely...so thank you.
