Life Is Just Too Much

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[SoSadGuilty]

Where to begin? Well, I could have written a great deal of what you've posted. I am so very s...

Hi @VioletButterfly thanks for your response to my post. I'm sorry I've taken so long to respond but I just haven't been feeling up to posting recently. I'm sorry you are having such a crappy time with employment stuff, it really does knock your confidence to be out of work and to be on the receiving end of rejection after rejection after rejection. I haven't applied for anything new in a couple of weeks now because I just can't face it. I get a feeling of total panic when I have to start looking at the job listings. I hope you do get hired soon.

 

[VioletButterfly]

@SoSadGuilty - No worries on responding. Sometimes, it's very hard to motivate myself to post or apply for jobs or anything. I did make a call a couple of weeks ago to an agency and couldn't bear to apply for jobs for over a month due to the rejection thing, so I was surprisingly sent to a went to the company for an interview. I start tempt to perm on Tuesday, but am dreading it. It's not what I want, but it's money. I'm feeling ungrateful for feeling that way. I know the search isn't over as it won't cover the bills, so it just seems like a pain, but it's money. I keep bringing myself back to that and am hoping it might change my perspective a smidge. Like, this could be a bridge, etc...to a better opportunity or it might help lighten my mood. I pray it is a step in the right direction. I'm just so exhausted by this living in flux between tiny or no jobs situation. Goodness, I'm too old to live this way. I feel ashamed.

I'm hoping things turn around for you sooner rather than later, and am sending out positive vibes and a few rays of sunshine your way! Best to you. VB