Tis the party season to take some valium that sits in my drawer. We just had a huge weekend with events, followed the same this weekend, and every weekend in actuality through to early January. It's good... well, I really like it actually... Christmas is becoming a lot more fun nowadays and I like getting together with others for a few beers, some good food and good conversation. It's relaxing, but stressful for anxiety, all at the same time. If that makes sense?
My Mondays are now called, Brit and Addie day... where I go see my daughter in law and grand-daughter, spend the day with them and help them out to make life a little easier, whilst getting to snuggle her up all at the same time.
Never thought I would be a dog person. How wrong I was about that with these two. Never thought I would be all that taken by a grand-child... how wrong I was about that too. It really is wonderful though handing her back and not having that level of responsibility... kind off just all the best bits. Even short-term crying, poo changing and such, is fun enough, as I know I hand her back again.
Man... am I looking forward to spoiling her as she grows... watching her become her own personality and self within this complicated world.
