I was laying in bed with my phone flashlight on (for light) but not moving my hands (just reading on my phone) and it was silent and then I just heard this loud chewing/munching sound under my bed. I panicked and froze but then I thought I should move and as soon as I did, and the light from my phone moved, the chewing sound stopped.
Now I will be honest with you I am a bit of a mess. I live in this shelter thing and the owners are always telling me to clean and I rarely do because I’m rarely here, so it’s minimal time, and I don’t have energy to clean, and we’ve never had problems with rats or bugs so I thought it didn’t matter.
I don’t want to seem ridiculous but I am scared of wild rats and any pest big enough to chew that loudly lol. Idk how big it is but it was a very loud sound. It could bite me or something and probably has diseases...
I’m in the living room but the living room has cameras which is triggering for me. I’m usually afraid to be in any room besides mine and right now I’m afraid to be in mine, but bc of the secrecy of the shelter program I’m not allowed to have anybody over (disclose location) so I couldn’t call anyone for help. I’m just alone. Normally I’d leave but it’s cold, I don’t have shoes on, I don’t have anything with me besides my phone........and the one person who works with the company who CAN come over, isn’t coming for probably a few hours.
So clearly I have to deal with this on my own but how????? I feel so stupid for being scared but i really am. the best I can think to do is run into my room, grab shoes, and f*cking high tail it out of here. But also my brain keeps imagining going into my room and seeing a giant f*cking rat. Like something out of Stranger Things. I know it’s unrealistic but I do not want to face that chance so I’m staying in the living room (despite the cameras??)
Am I crazy?? What would someone who was thinking clearly do? Anybody have tips? Lol
I’m so afraid to go back. Every time I’m afrsid of anything I feel like I am back. Someone will jump out. Grab me. Hurt me
Now I will be honest with you I am a bit of a mess. I live in this shelter thing and the owners are always telling me to clean and I rarely do because I’m rarely here, so it’s minimal time, and I don’t have energy to clean, and we’ve never had problems with rats or bugs so I thought it didn’t matter.
I don’t want to seem ridiculous but I am scared of wild rats and any pest big enough to chew that loudly lol. Idk how big it is but it was a very loud sound. It could bite me or something and probably has diseases...
I’m in the living room but the living room has cameras which is triggering for me. I’m usually afraid to be in any room besides mine and right now I’m afraid to be in mine, but bc of the secrecy of the shelter program I’m not allowed to have anybody over (disclose location) so I couldn’t call anyone for help. I’m just alone. Normally I’d leave but it’s cold, I don’t have shoes on, I don’t have anything with me besides my phone........and the one person who works with the company who CAN come over, isn’t coming for probably a few hours.
So clearly I have to deal with this on my own but how????? I feel so stupid for being scared but i really am. the best I can think to do is run into my room, grab shoes, and f*cking high tail it out of here. But also my brain keeps imagining going into my room and seeing a giant f*cking rat. Like something out of Stranger Things. I know it’s unrealistic but I do not want to face that chance so I’m staying in the living room (despite the cameras??)
Am I crazy?? What would someone who was thinking clearly do? Anybody have tips? Lol
I’m so afraid to go back. Every time I’m afrsid of anything I feel like I am back. Someone will jump out. Grab me. Hurt me
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