Music That Helps/expresses Your Ptsd

[Pixielicious]

Music and praying, two things that have stopped me from committing suicide..... I love Music with a passion, anything from easy listening to hardcore metal core... Feel free to post your music or even just lyrics and poems that helps you or expresses what you're going through... Viva la musique!! ❤

This metal song describes my PTSD and the fight within perfectly.

 

[Virtues]

Castle of Glass (Official Video) - Linkin Park

 

[Pixielicious]

I don't understand how this link system works... I Even joined vimeo... Meh

 

[Pixielicious]

I keep getting an anti spam prevention, even if I try to upload an mp3... Im on an android mobile phone

 

[Virtues]

I just went to youtube and copied the web address and pasted it to the comment section. It wont display the video directly but it will give a direct link to the video, hope that helps.

 

[Pixielicious]

Ok I got it... My post count isn't sufficient to post links yet... How many posts do I have to do before I can post links?

 

[Virtues]

That's a good question... what video did you want to post? I can go find it on youtube and post it for you. I just don't know the answer to that.

 

[Pixielicious]

Big bad wolf by in this moment (thanks)

I'll post lyrics and poems here, in the meantime until I've reached the minimum requirement to post links :)

 

[Pixielicious]

Big bad wolf lyrics by in this moment

IN THIS MOMENT LYRICS - Big Bad Wolf

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[Virtues]

In This Moment - Big Bad Wolf (Official Video)

 

[Pixielicious]

Flashback

Welcome to my flashback
A nightmare you cannot see
Where time and day mean nothing
A place I don't want to be

I turn around and sense danger
It's everywhere I look
But it doesn't really exist
So says the psychiatric book

So tell me then what is it I fear?
I don't understand
Why I can't control what I sense
When It's right here in my hands

I've lost my mind, my precious mind
I'm not who I used to be
I don't know who I am anymore
I hate my PTSD

©~Pixie~

 

[Virtues]

This is a poem I wrote; I actually posted it in another thread but I figured I'd post it here and maybe get some new feedback on it. It's about coming to terms with the war and the harsh world around me, but still struggling with who I am inside. It's also a poem about my faith at a time when I wondered if it was enough to save me. Anyways I hope it means something to someone.

The Angel's breath is cold and silent

It cut's my flesh like razor wire

Then fades away on the distant horizon

And the pain that's left is my desire

It tears my body limb from limb

Pulling at my malignant heart

Any sign of hope has gotten dim

Any thoughts of you just fell apart

And through the valley I walk alone

On the ashes once my Memory

Tired and weary rambler's bones

On the coattails of a man I couldn't be.