Sufferer My First Post.

[Deleted member 12723]

Hi and welcome back. Are you currently seeing a therapist? Have you been diagnosed? Do you see a psychiatrist? Mabe some meds to stabalize you unless you already are on some. This is a really good place to get help and support. It has helped me so much.

Read and post as you are able.

 

[YoungAndScared]

I have been diagnosed. I was having all those things. Nothing helps.

 

[Ruckster]

I read the intro you started almost a year ago. My trauma happened just after I turned 21, only a bit older than you were when yours happened. I chose to just completely pretend it never happened. I never dealt with any of the emotions or the pain. I buried it deep and kept it sacredly secret. I never let my parents or my siblings or my best friend or my husband know that anything at all had occurred. That was a mistake! I hope you are seriously working on finding someone you can totally trust to express this to.

I found this to be a safe place because it is anonymous. There is no way that anything you say on here will get back to your friends or your co-workers. To me that was an important and significant thing. I was able to tell my story without feeling like I had to "clean it up" first or leave certain stuff out.

Welcome back and make yourself comfortable. Share when you are ready and know that there are nice people here who will listen and not judge or dishonor your trust.