Hi again:
Update time, I have been married 33 years now and have been blessed with a 7th Granddaughter. I think/feel I suffer PTSD on several fronts. My childhood issue's, loss of my Daughter at 18 years of age, and Viet-Nam. Thankfully my memory has forgotten a lot of the issues in my childhood. One can never get over the loss of a child, especially when it was a brutal murder. Viet-Nam is the reason I have returned here again. My stepdaughter and her husband are both in the military reserves and have been activated on occasions in the last few years. I now have 2 of my Grandson's in the military. One is in the Navy and on an air craft carrier as we speak and the other is in the army and he is a medic. I worry a lot about him. He hasn't been activated yet, but its only a matter of time.
I've started having nightmare's again. As a Marine I saw, did and witnessed things I hope no one ever has to witness. I typing this more for my sake than anything else. It helps me get thru some of the dark nights. Thanks for listening
papa369