Welcome home brother. First of all it's not weakness that you feel this way, and second you aren't allowing yourself to feel like you do. It's something that goes with the territory. You are among friends and brothers and sisters. We combat vets and current soldiers are a special breed. We did and do the shit that most of the population could not or would not do. I thank you as a brother for your service and I salute you. I'm glad your gonna stick around. I've only been on here for a couple of days, but it has already helped me to put a few things in perspective.