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Never Rains But It Pours

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Blackjack

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OK, I am not expecting any of you to believe me in what I am going to say now because I don't believe it myself! How can it be possible to have so much go so wrong with me in the space of a few months, and all since my PTSD diagnosis!
As some of you will be aware, I dislocated my shoulder back at the beginning of May and since then have had all kinds of difficulties in sleeping due to bad muscle spasms that I was blaming on my shoulder. I dislocated my shoulder as the result of a coming together with a very heavy fire door and just assumed that the pain was caused by that. I spoke to my chiropractor on Monday and told him about the problems that I had been having with the pain in my shoulders, back and neck and he asked me various questions which I answered and strangely asked me if I had had any falls recently. I told him that I had one heavy one when I fell getting into a breakdown truck the week before I did my shoulder in and then I passed out and hit the floor pretty hard a couple of weeks back. He called me back yesterday and said that he had emailed me a referral letter to go and get some xrays done on my spine, which I did first thing this morning. My chiro then kept calling the hospital until they emailed him the results over to him and he called me about 15 minutes ago.

I am shocked and scared to say that I have got two compression fractures of my T12 and L1 vertebrae....

Its no wonder I have had back pain!! I am still getting over the shock of it, and have got to go and see him to discuss the various treatment options, which apparently can range from doing nothing about it (which he said was not an option), a back brace, rest and painkillers to having the vertebrae surgically fused! I may or may not have to be refered to the hospital depending on what happens. I want my chiro to continue the care if he can but I dont know whether that will be possible. I am really rather over emotional about it right now as its come as a big shock so please forgive me.
 
I'm sorry Blackjack. I hear you on the "when it rains it pours" though. I had a similar experience within months of my PTSD diagnosis. Within 2 months of being diagnosed I lost my job, wound up in the hospital, my wife tried to commit suicide, and my daughter nearly died due to a fall and subsequent skull fractures. I told my boss (and good friend) "you can't make this shit up". Just know you always have support here in the forum. I'm sure I speak for many when I say that, but even if I only speak for myself, you always have an ear if you need one. I hope things start to get better soon for you.
 
Thank you so much Florian, I really appreciate it. It is just how things seem to go isn't it. You are right, I couldn't make it up - if I could I would be a millionaire who film writer!! Its strange how it seems to happen though.
Just trying to come to terms with it all at the moment, and trying not to over think it all. All I can imagine is having to have surgery on it and how long the recovery from that would be but hopefully it wont come to that. Thank you so much for the support Florian, you are a true star you really are.
 
I'm so sorry to hear this, BJ. I hope it doesn't come to surgery. You are having a totally normal reaction to this news. Please take good emotional care of yourself and keep us updated. :hug:s
 
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I'm so sorry!

Unfortunately the physical stuff can and will exacerbate PTSD symptoms. I think it's good that you're getting care for your physical ailments as that may help your PTSD symptoms calm down.

Are there other self soothing and self care things you can do in the meantime?

Sending you positive thoughts for a speedy recovery for your pain issues.
 
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