New To This Place

[Bucchi]

Hi - I am new and a bit confused as to how to navigate. I feel my frustration level is high right now and it seems to cause me to not see the simplest way through things.
About me- I was widowed 5 years ago in a traumatic way. My husband accidentally cut the safety line he was using as he trimmed a tree in our yard. I watched him fall 30 feet and break his neck. He was paralyzed completely. He lived for 4 months and died on Fathers day from infection in '04. I have had some grief counseling but when my dad died this week all the trauma has returned and I can't stop crying. I have to function as I am running a business but I feel like I am loosing it inside. I want to cry and cry and cry but I have to stuff it down. I got into a relationship 2 years after his death but it was not good and I realize now that I was just trying to run from the pain. We just broke up so now I have that lose I am dealing with right now too. Did I mention I broke my leg 2 months ago. I am a mess right now.

 

[amethist]

Hi Bucchi

Welcome to the forum.

My heart goes out to you as I read your introduction, you have had a lot to endure over the last few years.

Just take it slowly on here, for now you can read as much of the forum as you can see, but can only post on here and the new members discussions.

As you will have read in the rules, this is just until Anthony establishes you are genuine. This happens to every new member who joins, and it will only be for a short while.

There area lot of members who will help and support you in this tough phase you are going through.

Ask as any questions as you like, and read as much as you fee able to.

Take care and good luck.

Amethist

 

[suzie q]

Hey Bucchi,

Welcome to a place for processing bad stuff and learning coping skills. You are in the right place and are not alone.

I feel your pain and suffering after reading your post. Please know that you can come here any time, night or day, and have people who really care about what you're going through. Some will even have experienced what you are going through now.

Just try to keep posting your feelings so that you can get feedback from those who have been there. You are not alone.

Best wishes,
suzie q