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[Mattixz]

hey there my names Matt.

When I was younger I was wrongly diagnosed with Bipolar disorder, and later as an adult I went back to therapy and received a new diagonosis of PTSD. Which stems from a lot of tramutic experinces as a kid.

I have trouble communticating my feelings to my partner and it leads to me lashing out at him at times

I really need a group of people to talk too, because I can't afford theraphy and I want to try and be normal, and I want to be a better man for myself and for him. Because I'm gonna lose him if I can't try and get my emotions under control and he is the only person I have in my corner. My family pushed me away as soon as I graduated high school in 2013 and I have been struggling on my own alone until i met him and now I feel so toxic to him that it makes me depressed at times and I know he is suffering because of me

 

[Bliss]

hey there my names Matt.

When I was younger I was wrongly diagnosed with Bipolar disorder, and later a...

Welcome!

 

[Astrid_Shadow]

Hello Matt. Call me Astrid. Welcome to the forum. I am sorry you have gone through all that. If you ever need someone to talk to you can always pm me.

 

[DharmaGirl]

Welcome Matt. You will find a lot of info and help here. It is a huge community with people of various ages and levels of healing. Hope to see you on the boards.

 

[Mattixz]

Thanks everyone for the warm welcome

 

[MichelleMillen]

Hi Matt; I too was misdiagnosed with split personality disorder about 12 years ago. Last year I was correctly diagnosed with PTSD with psychosis. A lot of my trauma came from my childhood too and I would like to join your partner in your corner. Lash out at me and all of us here; get it out and off your chest with people who understand you and how you are feeling. I'm a good listener and would like to get to know you better. Hopefully your friend, Michelle.

 

[Deleted member 541]

@Mattixz Hey Matt, welcome to the forum. This is an awesome community to find a safe place, where you can vent, scream, and yell about this dreaded condition. It's also full of information. So read, read, and read some more....

 

[ladee]

Welcome Matt...glad you found us.
This is a very caring and supportive community.
We might not be able to take the place of a therapist but we can sure listen and share what works for us.
Or lead you to books to read that may help.
Very Glad you are here.

 

[Mattixz]

Thanks for the words of support everyone.

 

[Deleted member 39333]

You may wish to direct your partner to the part of this forum that is for supporters of people with PTSD, as that may give him some of the support he needs as well.