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I have one thought and that is to live past my parents. Can't kill myself no matter what. At this point it's just about survival
with as little pain as possible until they die. I don't know. I give in. I couldn't do any better. I was getting tortured I give up.
I guess it's a ritualistic weird hate joke like nothing is real thing. Just all f*ck you especially and shit, and it doesn't matter who I am they just want to rape your f*cking mind out of your head until you have to die. I f*cking hate killer hate rape cults. Nothing you can do about it. You got tortured for being alive. It's just because your alive in a body under cruel and unusual punishment for being alive. It happens and people get off apparently or they wouldn't do it. Nothing I can do I just have to live until they die. It will take a long time, and things change, but there's nothing I can do about it. I grew up in the wrong house. I didn't know. I was a 10
Year old dorky kid just surveying. They always warn you bad things happen sometimes. You just don't think at your house growing up people would be so cruel as to torture the human condition. But they do, and it happens. You just never think it's going to happen to you. You thought some one some where in the work would be good, but there not. There sick and cruel to your condition of life. As a 10
Year old kid seriously stalked that young.
with as little pain as possible until they die. I don't know. I give in. I couldn't do any better. I was getting tortured I give up.
I guess it's a ritualistic weird hate joke like nothing is real thing. Just all f*ck you especially and shit, and it doesn't matter who I am they just want to rape your f*cking mind out of your head until you have to die. I f*cking hate killer hate rape cults. Nothing you can do about it. You got tortured for being alive. It's just because your alive in a body under cruel and unusual punishment for being alive. It happens and people get off apparently or they wouldn't do it. Nothing I can do I just have to live until they die. It will take a long time, and things change, but there's nothing I can do about it. I grew up in the wrong house. I didn't know. I was a 10
Year old dorky kid just surveying. They always warn you bad things happen sometimes. You just don't think at your house growing up people would be so cruel as to torture the human condition. But they do, and it happens. You just never think it's going to happen to you. You thought some one some where in the work would be good, but there not. There sick and cruel to your condition of life. As a 10
Year old kid seriously stalked that young.
