DID One of us is evil

[Ronin]

that is when one of "us" plays games to test her blah blah. To see if this time, she'll leave. You have it wrong.

Ooh, getcha, my misread & my mistake.

I apologize. :)

 

[JEKBreatheandBelieve]

She knows the rest of us likes and appreciates her and is so scared to loose her.

I feel the same way and talk to my therapist about it. I also feel so many people have left me and that it's my fault. And I am left wondering when my T will leave me? When will I finally drive her away?

 

[Ronin]

One of us feels the need to hide things, and lie and we've always been like that.

I'd think of that as needing extra kindness. Children aren't 'evil'. Children needing to lie to protect themselves (the whole) and hide to protect themselves (the whole) are children that themselves need extra protection, and are very brave for putting themself out there.

 

[Punky143]

We were lied to, deceived to, manipulated, tormented, to name a few. That's how we were programmed. That's what we we grew up in. So, what did we choose? To live in our land of imagination. Our fantasy world. One where we felt safe. One, where for any given time, could take a break. Just for awhile. From the land of the unpredictable, yet, so predictable land of hell. All the yelling, fighing, hitting, and more. So, the child in me is scared. The teen in me, is pissed and protective. And this is just one fraction of the messed up piece of pie I wish I was never a piece of.