Okay, so a few months ago I had a horrible panic attack on a tour bus of Rutgers University. I have had panic attacks in movie theatres, tour buses, sitting too long in traffic and other times.
Well today I had my initial MEB brief (it is for the process of getting medically retired/seperated) The case manager was describing the appeals process if I dont agree with the first percentage given to me. She said id have to fly to Lackland AFB, Texas or drive. I told her that i couldnt fly right now and driving long distances will induce a panic attack.
My therapist was at the brief to ensure she understood the process. When i said I couldnt fly she sighed and said, "you just think you cant fly. "
I was agast. I get a panic attack on a tour bus of my school and completly freak the f*ck out. What does she think will happen when im 30,000 feet in the air and in a tight airplane? A panic attack in mid-flight is not the time to have one. Talk about embarrasing and a stressful situation.
So, how do i get it into this therapists head that it is not in the best interest to have me flying...at least for a while until i can get this anxiety in order.
Well today I had my initial MEB brief (it is for the process of getting medically retired/seperated) The case manager was describing the appeals process if I dont agree with the first percentage given to me. She said id have to fly to Lackland AFB, Texas or drive. I told her that i couldnt fly right now and driving long distances will induce a panic attack.
My therapist was at the brief to ensure she understood the process. When i said I couldnt fly she sighed and said, "you just think you cant fly. "
I was agast. I get a panic attack on a tour bus of my school and completly freak the f*ck out. What does she think will happen when im 30,000 feet in the air and in a tight airplane? A panic attack in mid-flight is not the time to have one. Talk about embarrasing and a stressful situation.
So, how do i get it into this therapists head that it is not in the best interest to have me flying...at least for a while until i can get this anxiety in order.