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Well, a few yay's for me!
Though I can't physically smile easily, I feel quite happy.
I have achieved some things. I am going strong on preparation for competition. Though the relationship with 'her' was a bit unstable, so it ended slowly, we are still close friends and she is great support to me. I am managing to work on a lot of stuff.
Well, I will just try to list some good stuff.
- I found an old painting of a historical scene that has a certain worth, anyway, a city is paying me the trip and the stay to deliver it to a museum, including visits to museums in the area and learning about history of the area. Quite a nice thing.
-Mathematicians camp soon so I will have a week of heavy learning and fun, which will be great for me.
-I am fighting anxiety a bit better and had 3 nights without nightmares in a row. Though last night I didn't sleep till 5 AM...
-I managed to get back some feelings.
-I remembered some of important stuff that happened to me before, that was burried to deep down, and I am slowly digesting it, though it gives me panic.
Though I can't physically smile easily, I feel quite happy.
I have achieved some things. I am going strong on preparation for competition. Though the relationship with 'her' was a bit unstable, so it ended slowly, we are still close friends and she is great support to me. I am managing to work on a lot of stuff.
Well, I will just try to list some good stuff.
- I found an old painting of a historical scene that has a certain worth, anyway, a city is paying me the trip and the stay to deliver it to a museum, including visits to museums in the area and learning about history of the area. Quite a nice thing.
-Mathematicians camp soon so I will have a week of heavy learning and fun, which will be great for me.
-I am fighting anxiety a bit better and had 3 nights without nightmares in a row. Though last night I didn't sleep till 5 AM...
-I managed to get back some feelings.
-I remembered some of important stuff that happened to me before, that was burried to deep down, and I am slowly digesting it, though it gives me panic.
