Sometimes Panic Attacks Over My Children.

[Marie E.]

Sometimes I will wake up only to wonder over to the frames on my living room wall that hold my children's pictures. I become scared and panic! I know I did the very best I could, but it is what it is now. I can't change what happened. My two lovely boys are with their abusive father who gave me this PTSD in the first place. The main reason he won is cause I was too terrified to take photos or go to the police in a different country (Canada). - About custody in court.

And so I sit here alone by myself and think of what the heck happened and where am I to go now? I just got to remind myself to breath!!! I still have some options open. I told my lawyer here in the states that I will go for the appeal in supreme court.

I am still racked with guilt as this time I am nailing my ex fiance (here in the states/different guy than ex in Canada) in court this Thursday and I will do what is right. I did take pictures this time!! I still have marks on me from the 15th of last month!

Any advice or encouragement would be great!

 

[Sandra]

I hope it goes well for you....hugs

 

[Roline]

((((((HUG)))))

 

[Queen Boudica]

So sorry this is happening to you Marie. To not have your children, I just can't imagine.

You are doing the right thing and it is very brave. You are standing up for yourself. Well done, taking pictures.

I wish you all the luck in the World.