These songs are from my childhood and each song represents a member of my family. This is my family represented in song.
Desperado - The Eagles
It may be rainin'
but there's a rainbow above you
you better let somebody love you
let somebody love you
you better, let somebody love you
before it's too late.
My mom picked this song for herself. She even asked me to sing it for her, and when I learned to play guitar she wanted me to play it for her.
I think she never really understood how much I wanted her to let down her walls and let us love her; and now I don't plan to see her unless I have to. It's too late.
Lonesome Loser - Little River Band
"It's Okay" he smiles and says
but this loneliness is driving him crazy
he don't show what goes on in his head
but if you watch very close you'll see it all
This is my song from 8th grade. And I thought it said "he don't know what goes on in his head". I was already hooked by the loneliness aspect, but it was the first time I was consciously aware that I didn't know what was going on in my head.
Don't Cry Out Loud - Melissa Manchester
But Baby can't be broken cause you see
She had the finest teacher, that was me
And I told her
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside
and learn how to hide your feelings
My brother liked it when I sang this song. One day when he was driving me to school, he cried as he told me that he was the teacher and I was Baby. I didn't know what he was talking about, according to all my guardians, I wore my feelings on my sleeve. I didn't know what I was hiding. He remembered encouraging me to hide my feelings.
Unchained Melody - The Righteous Brothers
Oh, my love
My darling
I've hungered for your touch
a long, lonely time
and time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
are you still mine?
I need your love
I, I need your love
Godspeed your love, to me
Dad's Song. I know this may sound sick to some on here, but it's not. My dad and I stopped touching abruptly after he didn't believe that I'd been raped at age 7, and he let that monster lead me around the rest of the vacation with threats, rape, and psycho/social destruction. And, I've always wanted my dad's love back. So, when my dad believed me at age 22, and he seemed to stand up for me, we used to dance to this song together and lament the years we'd lost. I didn't recollect at that time, that he knew all along and instead of helping me he consciously chose to wait and see without regard to my safety. When the flashbacks came, I was so angry all I could do was sputter and scream at him. So, this song is actually painful to me now. But, very much a part of my PTSD.
Desperado - The Eagles
It may be rainin'
but there's a rainbow above you
you better let somebody love you
let somebody love you
you better, let somebody love you
before it's too late.
My mom picked this song for herself. She even asked me to sing it for her, and when I learned to play guitar she wanted me to play it for her.
I think she never really understood how much I wanted her to let down her walls and let us love her; and now I don't plan to see her unless I have to. It's too late.
Lonesome Loser - Little River Band
"It's Okay" he smiles and says
but this loneliness is driving him crazy
he don't show what goes on in his head
but if you watch very close you'll see it all
This is my song from 8th grade. And I thought it said "he don't know what goes on in his head". I was already hooked by the loneliness aspect, but it was the first time I was consciously aware that I didn't know what was going on in my head.
Don't Cry Out Loud - Melissa Manchester
But Baby can't be broken cause you see
She had the finest teacher, that was me
And I told her
Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside
and learn how to hide your feelings
My brother liked it when I sang this song. One day when he was driving me to school, he cried as he told me that he was the teacher and I was Baby. I didn't know what he was talking about, according to all my guardians, I wore my feelings on my sleeve. I didn't know what I was hiding. He remembered encouraging me to hide my feelings.
Unchained Melody - The Righteous Brothers
Oh, my love
My darling
I've hungered for your touch
a long, lonely time
and time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much
are you still mine?
I need your love
I, I need your love
Godspeed your love, to me
Dad's Song. I know this may sound sick to some on here, but it's not. My dad and I stopped touching abruptly after he didn't believe that I'd been raped at age 7, and he let that monster lead me around the rest of the vacation with threats, rape, and psycho/social destruction. And, I've always wanted my dad's love back. So, when my dad believed me at age 22, and he seemed to stand up for me, we used to dance to this song together and lament the years we'd lost. I didn't recollect at that time, that he knew all along and instead of helping me he consciously chose to wait and see without regard to my safety. When the flashbacks came, I was so angry all I could do was sputter and scream at him. So, this song is actually painful to me now. But, very much a part of my PTSD.