Standing On A Peak

[Matilda]

Today has just been a fantastic day, I can't remember the last time I've felt so good and full of energy.

I got my haircut, which is actually a big deal for me since my hair cutter is a really good friend of mine and she still thought I was in california. I had to get over my fear of dissapointing her before I could go see her. It went smoothly and she didn't ask many questions. Then I drove to a park and finally started painting again (haven't done that in a few months either). When I got home I realized my favorite pianist is finally coming to concert near my area this week so I reserved some seats (IM SO EXCITED FOR THAT) and that left me with such a rush of energy that I cleaned up some, dud laundry, and even bothered cooking something with flavor rather than just something to keep me alive.

These are all just so many small things and for some, ordinary things, but for me it feels like I kicked a wall down

 

[Intrepid]

I hear that! Last week I "kicked down a wall" and got to move forward with my poetry again. Then yesterday I told something to someone that got me all triggered, and I felt the wall coming back up. But I must be getting better. By the middle of the night I got woken up got why the wall came back up, to what really triggered me, and I'll be damned if it didn't come back down again.

My ordinary thing was last night I didn't brush my teeth. This morning that's the first thing I did. Yay!

 

[Seagreen]

Yay, that's great news Matilda! I loved reading your post.

 

[Namenotdiagnosis]

Heyyy Matilda , really well done . I'm so pleased for you, I could feel your excitement just reading your post .what an achievement , I really hope this feeling continues for you.